This is amazing. It brought back so many memories from my days at CFD. Though, If you went to Downey house, Keagan isn't Juli's baby. He is Taryn's(therapist), whom I am assuming Sarah is replacing. I hope you are staying strong in your recovery. Your such a strong person. Take care.
Oh I apologize for messing up the cover names then /: So sorry. That place is amazing. I miss it too. Especially W(lame attempt at protecting privacy). I'm glad her baby is okay- that has got to be one of the scariest calls ever. I admire your strength. Don't let go of it.
Very insightful and honest writing. I hope your doing ok. Nothing feel worst to love someone that may not love you – or- not love you as much. However; no one is worth your life. Fighting ED is hard enough because it is you against you. It is a thinking problem. Your writings are so wonderful. People with ED share many of the same feels and problems. You are a VERY gifted writer and I feel your could write a pretty interesting book or something.
The Monster Within. Cynthia Rowland was an outwardly vivacious and successful television news reporter, who inwardly had slipped into the depths of bulimia. An addiction to binging and purging and heavy doses of laxatives finally landed her in treatment.
I remember my time in IP. It was really some of the nicest times I can recall. Aylssa's writings are very much like what I had to do. And it is true - I hated to leave to! All the friends and support - I just could not bare being without either. However; I did adjust and have up's and down's like a normal person. Gosh how I always dreamed of being normal. Now I'm normal for me. Doing ok without ED. Somedays it is a struggle so days not. It is still very hard.
I couldn't post this in the other blog.
ReplyDeleteThis is amazing. It brought back so many memories from my days at CFD. Though, If you went to Downey house, Keagan isn't Juli's baby. He is Taryn's(therapist), whom I am assuming Sarah is replacing. I hope you are staying strong in your recovery. Your such a strong person. Take care.
Haha yeah, i know he's Taryn's baby, but i changed Taryn's name to Julie in these entry's to protect her privacy. :) Taryn was my therapist though. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks love, hope you're doing well too <3
Oh I apologize for messing up the cover names then /: So sorry. That place is amazing. I miss it too. Especially W(lame attempt at protecting privacy). I'm glad her baby is okay- that has got to be one of the scariest calls ever. I admire your strength. Don't let go of it.
ReplyDeleteAww i miss her so much too! You should e-mail me if you want and we can CFD rant. :)
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Very insightful and honest writing. I hope your doing ok. Nothing feel worst to love someone that may not love you – or- not love you as much. However; no one is worth your life. Fighting ED is hard enough because it is you against you. It is a thinking problem. Your writings are so wonderful. People with ED share many of the same feels and problems. You are a VERY gifted writer and I feel your could write a pretty interesting book or something.
ReplyDeleteThks Eddie
· Oct 31 2008: I was forgotten about on Halloween... How were you forgotten?
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The Monster Within. Cynthia Rowland was an outwardly vivacious and successful television news reporter, who inwardly had slipped into the depths of bulimia. An addiction to binging and purging and heavy doses of laxatives finally landed her in treatment.
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful book.
Eddie
Dear Eddie:
ReplyDeleteI did read that book and I is so awesome. I've been doing really good with ED.
Donna
P.S.. I wonder if this blog is still active?
ReplyDeleteSeems to be inactive as of late.
Donna
Donna:
ReplyDeleteI hope not because I feel its the first real blog about the problem. Stright talk. No BS!
Lets spread word.
Eddie
I remember my time in IP. It was really some of the nicest times I can recall. Aylssa's writings are very much like what I had to do. And it is true - I hated to leave to! All the friends and support - I just could not bare being without either. However; I did adjust and have up's and down's like a normal person. Gosh how I always dreamed of being normal. Now I'm normal for me. Doing ok without ED. Somedays it is a struggle so days not. It is still very hard.
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Donna, Aylssa & friends:
ReplyDelete" Do not go gently into that good night. Rage rage against to dieing of the light"
Part of a poem. Means fight for your life, and don't go EZ!
Eddie
THE LIES I TELL MYSELF
ReplyDeleteI utterly believe my own lies.
Food was not my problem.
My thinking about food is fatally flawed.
My thinking is my problem.
Kinda sums up me.
Eddie